Marriage

Lately I 've been having some thoughts about marriage and stuff...
Not that I am getting married or something! I am not even in a relationship with someone!
All the married couples I know are non romantic (but they used to be when they were younger), they are having less fun than they used to, they are more realistic about their relationship and generally with their lives. They also fight a lot about anything.
I had heard once that marriage is the recipe for disaster when it comes to romantic even non romantic couples. They tend to fight like every once in a while and they are still together because of money problems or because they just want to be with someone so as not to die alone.
So I am afraid now that if I ever have a relationship that serious that will end up in a marriage, everything will go to he(ck) and it will be a disaster.

Is this reality or just too many coincidences?

Have you ever felt like that or is it just me?

Have you ever felt weird?
And by weird, I mean sad.
But a different sadness.
Actually I do mean something like that: You get up in the morning and somehow, out of the blue you think that even if you 'll have the perfect job in the future, the perfect family, the perfect life, the perfect perfect you will never be actually happy.
I grew up with the right values... Health above all and we 'll see what's next.
So, I don't know why I have these feelings.

Anyway, this morning, and the morning before that I felt like that.

The question now is, have you ever felt that way or is it just me?